fbpx
Skip to content

Category: Soul Searching

What I don’t (2011)

How is it I find my self Short on what I need When I’ve paid so For what I don’t I look around And all I see Are fragments of […]

I will not wait

  I spent the last twenty five years of my life waiting. Waiting for something or someone to give my life meaning. I wait and wait and someone comes along […]

Always

Deep inside He always knew “Always” Was not “forever”       Image from the “Keep on Walking” series by Oystein Sture Aspelund

A note to the Universe

What the fuck? That’s not what I meant Were you in some other reality? Intent on another’s discontent? Did I say it wrong? Is there really a way to say […]

Why the cold walks – from 12/30/2014

  This enemy forged from ice threatens the meager armor I wear to protect myself from its invasive presence. It creeps in wherever I let my guard down and assumes […]

I Am

Here I find peace Not in a place But in a breath This breath Now Here   ……   A Caravan of One Image by Cameron Grey

You should have been there

I carried you in my heart, as a part of my soul, as I always do, but you should have been there. You should have been with me as I […]

Succulent

never there always wanted seldom had often enojoyed mostly missed longed and sought after sung about written about “dreamed” about succulating stimulating simulating suffocating   resuscitating   sleep …not tonight […]

True Story

My best memory of an actual conversation with a cashier at the local gas station…     Cashier [with a smile]:   How you doin? Me:   I have concerns. […]

Alone

A grain of sand In an ocean of light A solitary note In an endless song A reaching hand To infinite black A dimming soul Searching endlessly Fading with failure […]

Silent my Mind

Silent A breath Like ice slides On warm water Is my mind Closed To ever And thawed To now

Satisfaction in an empty soul

Tomorrow I will be the mistake Happy not to have been made And it will change nothing Is this my lot? Is this your great plan for me? The eternal […]

Belong

Raven born to a sparrows nest Soulless Craving Motherless An uninvited Judas guest Pain full Crying Cradleless Icy folds seek the warmth of flesh And shelter from this dream gone […]

Night after night

The same dream awaits me When I close my eyes And struggle with sleep Its seems a losing battle Between my eye And my mind A world torn by love […]